Ok, well, I'm extremely depressed.

Yesterday, my girlfriend who I was in love with broke up with me due to her not having enough "time" for a boyfriend since her life is always apparently busy. I told her that I was fine with not seeing her all that much, I still wanted to be with her, but she said that just couldn't happen. I feel like my heart has been ripped out. I told her I loved her too and now I just don't know what to do anymore. She said she still wants to be best friends but I don't even know anymore, I mean yeah sure that's great. But I can't ever really be close to her again. I won't be able to hold her, kiss her, or anything anymore. It's really been breaking me down lately.

I hardly got any sleep last night from my thoughts racing a mile a minute. I just don't get it. She said she still really really likes me a lot and thinks I'm amazing but she just doesn't have the time to commit and doesn't have a lot of free time. I told her I didn't care about that and I still wanted to be with her. But she just didn't understand. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to get that through to her. I just feel like total shit.
