Confessions

[Puma1]

Hmmm.... I've read this thread but wasn't going to post but I changed my mind. My confession but I'm bipolar. I used to get treatment but stopped cuz insurance in the US is all about money and unless you try to kill yourself every six months they'll cut your coverage. No one can tell though, since I've learn to hide it damn well.

[Gradon]

Not really a confession, but I am homosexual...also.
I don't tell anyone except my closest friends/and people online.
Half, if not, all of my year, my parents, my brothers, and basically my SCHOOL are homophobic.

There are only a select few who I've told, one of them I liked, then they hated me, but now they're friends with me now and don't care & actually has become one of my best friends.
Other than that, I find it unconftable to talk about the people I like with other guys, especially straight people since I don't want to freak them out.

I also have a fear that my voice is starting to turn high pitched, and then people will bully me for it, but you know.
Oh well, that's my confessions...I guess.

EDIT:
Also, I have an obsession over a straight boy...I know I don't like talking about it, but I should come clean.
I know hes straight, I know for 100%, but I seem to have an obsession and I can't him out of my head.
I'll just shut up because...just yeah. ^^

[delage]

Im actually curious and this is in no way meant to be rude (I have more then a few gay and lesbian friends), but how many users on this board are well, out of the closet?

I am, came out when I was almost 19 to my friends after terrible high school years. I always say I started living life from that moment on. A year later I told my family and they accepted it well, now I´m living with my boyfriend so I´m really liking this moment in life. its great to find fellow gay RE fans cos it´s not something I´d associate it with, most of my gay friends dont like videogames. My boyfriend does like them but hes more into online games like star wars galaxies, lineage, warhammer..

About confessions, I love playing old videogames from my childhood, right now I´m trying to finish Kid Chameleon, which I was never able to do as a kid (it´s a LONG game), I like RE because of its storylines, which are superb and the dark atmosphere of the games are great. My other big collection, apart from RE, is of fantasy/science fiction novels by Tanith Lee, which, in the same vein as RE, are written with a very dark, macabre and haunting atmosphere. And, shamefully, I liked the Perry novel Underworld

I played way too much PS1 when i was younger. I know...i'm a lame person.

[nemesis_lover]

As for myself, I have a terrible behavior which makes me want to do things for THIA in the best possible way. This often times makes me spend lots of cash, or completely scrap work which took weeks to make.

I spend far too much on video games and dev equipment simply so I can eventually add interesting and high quality content to THIA.

Hey I think you've done a decent, if not amazing job on this website, makes you stand out from other forums. I don't know much about bioflames and what not, as this is the only forum i'm apart off, as I don't want to be a member of others. So the money is going on good things

Heh, I remember mutilating (essentially, removing the book's spine) a few of my RE video game guides (Brady, Prima, GameFan, Versus, etc) so that they would scan better, but looking back now, I don't think it was such a good idea...

Very bad idea, at least you got some good scans...right?

Quoted for Truth.
Felt the RE scene died with the next gen consoles and younger people got into the series and infested the boards *PS2 etc*.

At least us lucky memebers can die with the knowledge that we got the best out of r.e

Confessions:
I post wayyy too much on this forum
I enjoy sex wayyyy too much in life
I enjoy playing gta wayyyy too much
I spend wayyyy too much on r.e/b.h stuff
I spend wayyyy too much time being lazy with course work

[The Dude]

• The old RE scene was one of the best, happiest things in my life (along with the original PSX era).
  

Quoted for Truth.
Felt the RE scene died with the next gen consoles and younger people got into the series and infested the boards *PS2 etc*.

[Scream]

• The old RE scene was one of the best, happiest things in my life (along with the original PSX era).
• I'm leaving my job at the end of May and returning to the UK so I can spend more time with my family, make a lot more money, and spend more time on RE.
• I'm not actually a racist or a national socialist, I simply believe in human progression even if it's at the expense of certain groups of people. Harsh, but a bit of suffering now with eternal happiness afterwards is much better than the other way round (i.e. the way things are now).
• Always working on bringing WU back. Currently it will come back as simply "Umbrella". WU was simply used to distinguish ourselves from Umbrella. Will it work? Who knows..
• Am happy Project Omega is still alive. As long as he is alive I will always have one true ally in this world!

[Project Omega]

Heh, I remember mutilating (essentially, removing the book's spine) a few of my RE video game guides (Brady, Prima, GameFan, Versus, etc) so that they would scan better, but looking back now, I don't think it was such a good idea...

[Borman]

I spend far too much on video games and dev equipment simply so I can eventually add interesting and high quality content to THIA.

Same, just with PtoPOnline.com I think we have a problem, Dot

[MeganGrass]

You're awfully tough on yourself

If I had a dollar for everytime i've heard that (both in real and online life), i'd be a guranteed millionaire.

Weird, but i've somehow grown accustomed to it. If i'm not hard on myself, I never get anything done and I never realize truths about myself. And to be honest, I kinda like it when others are "hard" on me, aswell. I don't like fake people, and I love it when they "tell me how it is" - whether it be in a nice or rude way, I always appreciate an honest opinion.

I both push and apply myself to the extreme max. I know of no other way to make achievments...

[Dot50Cal]

And i like Gaiden.

I owe a very huge "Thank You" to John (Dot50Cal) and others from this scene for keeping and making me sober. If it weren't for you guys an gals (i'm talking to whoever reads this and appreciated my past work), i'd probably still be a pathetic piece of shit.

You're awfully tough on yourself, but I'm glad you are happy with how things have been going

*Alfred Laugh*

As for myself, I have a terrible behavior which makes me want to do things for THIA in the best possible way. This often times makes me spend lots of cash, or completely scrap work which took weeks to make.

I spend far too much on video games and dev equipment simply so I can eventually add interesting and high quality content to THIA.

[MeganGrass]

When someone else does it for you then there is no satisfaction in what you do.

Exactly. Sad though, most people realize this (or they don't), and still, they simply don't care. If I had to rely on other people's achievements my entire life, I would believe myself to be better off dead.

In the past year I've started experimenting with mind altering substances although with little effect.

Interesting.

[Project Omega]

My Confessions

• I've been "working" on my website for the good part of 10 years and all have come up with is a splash page >_>
• In the past year I've started experimenting with mind altering substances although with little effect.
• I've gotten really out of touch with my online contacts.
• I used to enjoy playing my old games alot, but over the past year all I've been playing has been next-gen games.
• I can honestly say I'm starting to become a X-Box 360 Achievement whore.
• I've been trying to learn Japanese since 1998...
• I'm addicted to my hookah and buy different flavors of shisha often.
• I have a breast fetish.
• I'm really into the music genre "Drum and Bass".

[cerberes]

When someone else does it for you then there is no satisfaction in what you do.

[MeganGrass]

I have come to confess I was the second gunman on the Grassy Knoll.

I personally am not one for conspiracy theories, but I don't believe that there was a second gunman "on the grassy knoll" - I believe it was the driver of the convertible.

The other day, i was lying on my bed, and i noticed one of my DVD movies was a little out of their place!!! i couldn't stand it, so i had to stand up, and aline it with the other DVD's!!!!

I have a similar problem... For me, everything has to be perfect - from the apps and hacks I make down to arranging my video games in series-order. I guess you could say that I probably have OCD aswell.

Im actually curious and this is in no way meant to be rude (I have more then a few gay and lesbian friends), but how many users on this board are well, out of the closet?

Well, i'm definitely not going to "out" anyone, but there's a hell of alot of us lurking around. *Alfred Laugh*

Is that obsession or kämpfergeist

I personally consider "the desire to win" not only part of a hobby, but most of all, a gift. Not very many people have this desire anymore: most would rather someone else "do it" for them.