I'm Angry

[SinValentine]

nice!

[Gradon]

People find it hard to let go I assume, I don't know what advice to give to you...why don't you try not talking to him for about a month, hopefully it'll die down, right?

[rewak]

Restraining order?

[Gradon]

You could call me extremely impatiant for this, and I understand why...
I've been waiting for Siren since I bought it 10 days ago, still waiting.

[JcFFx]

So I finally got my timetables for my first year at university...

I have a conflict which means I'll have to rearrange my courses, but that's okay.

What's not okay is that on monday I have 3 back to back courses, in buildings that are well over 400m apart from each other. On wednesday I have 2 back to back courses.

Once term 2 comes, the only day I won't need to rush between classes is on tuesday. And once again, these buildings are well over 400m.

Okay, that might not sound like a lot to most of you, but take into consideration that:
- I'm fat
- I'm short
- I'm going to be carrying a backpack

[Stars1356]

damn, that's really bad; although i know the feeling of being followed and stalked. after a few weeks (at the max) usually ex's would get the point, but this is the first time it's taken so many months for someone to let up it's not like i provoke it either, i mean i wish he'd just leave me alone.

did she recently break up with him? maybe it'll take him a while to give up too

Yea within the last month. She told him that she would call the cops if he didn't leave her alone.

[The Dude]

People find it hard to let go I assume, I don't know what advice to give to you...why don't you try not talking to him for about a month, hopefully it'll die down, right?

Thats not the point, the fact is week after week whenever she signs on AIM this guy harasses her with multiple screenames and AIM will pretty much do bugger all about solving the issue, even an full IP ban or something.
Won't stop him from going onto another PC anyway and doing the same old stuff.

[biohazard_star]

@JcFFx

Good thing I'm in a block section. I don't need to change rooms since teachers come to US.

[JcFFx]

@JcFFx

Good thing I'm in a block section. I don't need to change rooms since teachers come to US.

D= lucky you...

I need to start hitting the treadmill....

Hopefully I can rearrange the classes to something more managable (the course selection thingy doesn't reopen until monday though)

[biohazard_star]

Well, to be fair, my classes are from 7 AM - 4 PM.

[The Creature]

Well, I was getting f*cked up me arse a good part of the year, but things are finally looking up. I'm gonna to college in September, and I'll be on holiday soon. Two holidays await me. Fantastic year likes. There's no need to be angry. Anger is like a symphony... If you hate the notes, try looking into the composer's mind. xD

[The Dude]

Haven't been this pissed off in awhile now.

*i'll use this rant in a spoiler box as its a long one*

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Ok, so whatever, I got dumped by my long term girlfriend awhile ago basically because she had alot of problems, be it family ones etc, along with personal, she was taking things out on me and we argued alot because I had alot of health issues and financial problems and she didn't like the fact that I was unable to drop everything and bend over by flying to California to go see her straight away this summer, knowing she wouldn't have been in the country anyway, so after one arguement she dumps me, lets me beg for 3 hours on AIM *she wouldn't answer her phone* for her to stay like I was some pathetic lowlife then dumps me anyway, then a week later comes online after her saying I owed her my friendship that she had another boyfriend, someone more local to her and that I couldn't really do squat about it.

Fast forward 2 weeks now, she keeps contacting me on and off, we keep arguing as I want her out of my life, and she's demanding she keep me as a friend because I was her best friend, but she wants the best of both worlds, by now i've thought "fuck it", i've seen her for what she truly was, and I felt completely betrayed that she wrecked such a relationship we had and shacked up with someone else *rant I know*, so I thought i'll move on myself and started seeing someone else, for the most part i've been relatively happy, however she argues with me again, and tries to bring up the boyfriend in the mix to sort of f*ck with my head or emotions, so I bring up the girl im seeing.
She got really upset, brandished me a fucking pig then left, so, whatever, she's gone.

Then eventually she comes back online *not once will she let me call her or vice versa*, and tries to push out a peaceful resolution, she wants me to stick around as a best friend/mentor figure because frankly, I dealt with all her problems, and without me around she was pretty much dealing with everything alone, I told her no, I wasn't having it, and didn't want her in my life anymore after all she's done to me in the past *a long list of lying to me too it seems following a previous breakup and immediately seeing someone for awhile before re reconciled over a year ago forcing a break up between 2 of my other friends which I was unaware about*.

Basically I managed to get rid of her in the end, after a battle of angry emails and IM's, thankfully then theres no word for more then a few days, but then...
JUST to totally throw things into the blender again, the girl im semi seeing right now, she has a problem, shes to be fair a little on the paranoid side when it comes to my past, thinks I was some kind of player, having been hurt in the past by me I guess like I have been her, I really wasn't but awhile ago for god knows what reason a few girls were interested in me.

Basically things were going great between us now but I get an email today, she decided she probably didn't trust me enough that the ex was out of my life, and after seeing a bloody girls daytime talk show about closure with your ex's and women talking to their respective others ex's to basically dig dirt on them, she talks to MY ex on AIM, cue the hilarity I suppose I don't know the details, hopefully i'll never know, all I know is I got an email from the girl I was semi seeing about it and an apology, I should probably keep my feelings quiet but right now I feel extremely hurt and angry and more then a little blarsay about the whole thing right now.


Is finding a normal girl who's capable of just accepting me for who I am, and not go digging about in the closet an impossibility or something?
Admittedly i've screwed my my first couple of relationships because I found it hard to be open about myself, didn't have the best run of things as a child and I wanted to keep most of that to myself as it makes me sound really vunerable and It was difficult talking about it, but I don't have such problems now so im usually very open about things so if they had problems or wanted to know about me they could have just asked!!!

Im beginning to think its a bloody impossibility to settle down, as damn near everyone i've dated online and off has eventually turned into a bloody nutcase! and I don't want this crappy cycle repeating when im just really looking for a "normal" relationship and some bloody happiness for once in my life and for once in my life im not the one buggering things up for myself -_-.
Don't get me wrong, I know full to well no ones perfect, im far from it, a few miles far from it actually, but damn, this is kind of silly right now.

[DXP]

Sorry to hear that dude i've been in the same boat so I know how you feel, only thing I can say is hang in there forget the past and eventually you will find someone who will accept you for who you are. It's just a lengthy progress.

[The John Doe]

The whole area was spray painted but the cops wanna say it never happen? That's kinda funny. I mean what is the vandals had hit the police station? They would of had a hell of a time dening it then.

Anyways. Sorry about your woman Dude. Some people will do crazy things. The woman I been seeing the pass few years maybe a little paranoid of my past, but she thinx my exs are too far below her, for her to ever speak to. So I am safe there.

[Stars1356]

The dude, that really sucks about your ex. If you guys broke up on good terms then it would be alright to still talk to her but in your case don't. It's hard to get back into another relationship after a bad breakup but the only advice I can give you is just take some time for yourself and when your life is in order, then get back into the game.